"each moment here i die a little more..."

"When you want more than you have
You think you need...
And when you think more than you want
Your thoughts begin to bleed
I think I need to find a bigger place
Because when you have more than you think
You need more space"

Os dias passam de um jeito esquisito ultimamente.
As seis horas diárias de um trabalho morno e destituído de qualquer prazer me consomem; as 18 restantes são pura angústia.





[angústia pura,
a noite mal dormida.
os pesadelos.
as desilusões.
os medos.
a febre.
o choro.
e os 5 minutos.]